Day 26 it is really dragging now!

I am wishing the days away now, I just want to get to hte end of the cycle and find out if it worked! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

Day 25

I think it is the very beginning of the cycle and from about day 20 at the end that are the hardest. Time really drags from here. I have made a deal withmyself to just do pregnancy tests once a week for the last three weeks rather then every day from day 21. So the next test I will do will be on day 28, Wednesday. Until then I have to concerntrate on staying sane!

Day 21

This is when I normally get the urge to start testing, despite the instructions saying to test on day 35. I am going to try to resist the urge for a few more days. In 2 weeks I will know for sure either way, which ties in nicely with my next hospital appointment which is on the 1st Feb. So even if I get bad news on that day in the form of a negative pregnancy result at least I will hopefully be given an injection of hope, with a plan C!

Day 19 feeling like poop!

I had a bad day! I found out this morning that the job I had an interview for last week I did not get. I am still looking for a new job, because I am fed up with mine!

I am feeling really fat too! I was stuck for ages at 11 stone 11, then a little while of my Metformin was increased my weight dropped to between 11 stone 4 and 11 stone 6, now it is up to 11 stone 10. I blame Christmas, I blame chocolate!! When things are bad I turn to chocolate it is the answer to every problem, if I could live on chocolate alone I would be a happy bunny! I don't survive well on any kind of diet that I have tried, so I try to go for the everything in moderation diet. I find diets so miserable! The problem with the everything in moderation diet is that I do slip up on it!

This cycle has just got to the point were it is starting to drag, I am holding no hope at the moment of it working, but really hope that it has! Just like every month! These medications really mess with my brain!!

Day 16 - Friday the 13th!!!

Despite it being Friday the 13th I have had a rather good day I think! I had the day off and spent most of the day tidying up, but despite that had a good day.

I have been getting a few abdo pains today, but never know if that might be the clomid making my ovaries work, or just wind pain from the Metformin!!

Friday the 13th done without a hitch, in fact I am hoping we will get lucky tonight since I bought 2 tickets for the Euro Millions draw. I am sure we won't win but it is good to have dreams!!

Day 14

I took the clomid 100mgs on days 2-6, but I also had to take penicillin for tonsillitis, so am slightly worried that being ill towards the 'crucial time' will have some affect on the outcome of this cycle, not that I have had a successful cycle yet. I can't believe it has been well over a year since I had a period that was not drug induced!

In myself I feel alright, I am over the tonsillitis hopefully, so it is all systems go now! I have had a few abdo pains but that could more likely be due to the Metformin, it is not kind to the digestive system!