No matter how bad things are they can always get worse!!

A few problems at the moment!!

1. Pretty pissed off about 4th miscarriage

2. Pretty pissed off about having to wait for test to find out why, therefore currently having to take a break from trying to conceive.

3. My Son would have been 2 years old around about now had some fuckwit not driven his dustbin lorry through my car.

4. My job is going under! The hospital I work at is being closed, although we still have no date, and so I am having to look for a new job, complicated by the fact that we might have to move house, so don't know where to look, and most NHS trusts at the moment are firing rather then hiring nurses!

5. My husbands company has run out of money so as of the end of this month we will be living on my wage alone which is not enough to cover bills, rent etc! There might be another job in the pipe line but it is moving very slowly at the moment and if he gets it we will have to move house.

6. If we move then the fertility treatment will all be put on hold, I will need to be referred to another hospital and so be stuck on a waiting list for ages!

7. My diet has taken a turn for the worse! I just want to eat chocolate and drink wine! I have eaten chocolate, so most of the weight I had lost is back on! I am going to switch from a low carb diet to a low GI diet because the low carb one is too restrictive, depressing and I am sure not very healthy!

8. As a direct result of all the above problems my husband and I are both depressed!

Apart from all that things here are lovely!!