Bleeding!

It feels like when shit happens it happens to me!

I started bleeding earlier today, first just a smudge of old blood, then later a bit more. I feel as though this is going to be yet another doomed pregnancy. I am trying to stay positive, but for me the last three times bleeding has been the beginning of the end so think this will be the same.

I am going to try to get an early GP appointment tomorrow, then it will be a matter of going to the hospital and waiting several hours for a scan. I hate the early pregnancy clinic, I have had to go there so many times and you just sit and wait for hours, it stresses me out.

Also yesterday I found out that the hospital I work at is being closed in the next couple of months. It never rains but it pours. I will be amazed if I get through all this sane if things go wrong.