Day 13 of cycle

How am I feeling?!!!! Mostly a little mad, very hormonal!! Up and down all over the place, like a roller coaster of a ride. I have had some more pains over the past few days, like period pains. Not sure if that is my ovaries trying to work or just all in my head!!!! I have my fingers crossed for a positive result by Christmas, but I almost don't want to hope for it In case I am disappointed again. I will have to just wait and see I guess!